There was so much I was meant to accomplish today and I barely made a dent in it. I am so disappointed in myself, I can barely stand being me right now. This is definitely a low point.
But I’m going to struggle through it, try to fix the mistakes I’ve made at my best ability and not buckle and give up like I did last time.
I’ve still got tomorrow and I have done the brunt of the work. All I ask for is a C, that would make me the happiest girl on earth.
I can cry and have my breakdown on Friday after I turn the project in.
Bless one of my friend’s for taking the time to help me figure out my tenancy agreement! I have no clue what the fuck it means, but luckily he’s studied business law, so he knows his way around all the jargon!
Things that will hurt tomorrow (and already hurt)
- my entire body
- every muscle from my feet to head
and yet I keep coming back for more
I absolutely HAVE to include this quote “the East-West struggle retarded democratic development in the region” purely because of the use of retarded.
You. Tonight you are the straw that breaks the camel’s fucking back.
What I really need right now is my brother and spending the weekend on my parents couch watching tv with him.